Chapter 25

I woke up with a sick feeling throughout my whole body. It couldn't get any worse to be honest. I felt bad about yesterday, waking Gary up with my stupid nightmares while he has an important meeting today. I felt sorry for him. I turned around to watch him sleep, it’s ten in the morning but he hasn’t woke up yet. ‘’Gary? Are you awake?’’ ‘’mmm’’ was the response. ‘’I’m going downstairs to make some breakfast, come when you want okay?’’ I said stroking the side of his cheek slowly. ‘’Give me a kiss…’’ he mumbled moving his hand over my back. He had that well known grin on his face again, dirty bastard that he was. I giggled planting my lips on his kissing him passionately. ‘’mmm…’’ he moved his hand to my face before spinning me around so I was laying underneath him. ‘’I love you Eve…’’ he said dropping kisses down my neck. ‘’I love you more…’’ I mumbled moving my hands over his shoulders to hold them together in his neck. ‘’mm not possible…’’ He said before kissing me again. I slid my tongue inside his mouth making him groan.  I felt him getting hard against my thigh. ‘’make love to me gaz…’’ I moaned while he kissed my neck. I moved my legs around his waist as he pushed himself inside me slowly. A warm wave of pleasure spreading through my body. ‘’fuck Eve..’’ he hissed in my ear while he moved himself in and out of me making me moan load. I tightened my arms around his neck digging my hands in his skin. ‘’Oo shit Gary, fuck.’’ I groaned as he built up his speed thrusting deeper inside of me every time. I felt him getting harder inside me as he kissed my neck sucking on my pulse point. ‘’oo yes Eve, this is so fucking good.’’ He moaned before emptying himself inside me load after load. I screamed out his name when I also reached my climax. ‘’jesus…’’ he whispered as he lay down beside me. I turned on my side resting my head in my hand looking down on him. ‘’Why are you looking at me like that?’’ he said holding my hand in his crossing our fingers.    ‘’I just love you so much…’’ I answered kissing him softly…

‘’You ready then?’’ I knocked on the bathroom door that was locked for some reason. ‘’Almost..’’ ‘’You are much worse than me when it comes to preparing yourself for a special event you know?’’ I giggled resting my head against the door. ‘’I’m not!’’ ‘’Yes you are!’’ The door flew open all of a sudden making me lose my balance. ‘’Woah watch out you!’’ Gary screamed catching my fall. ‘’haha I’m sorry.’’ I laughed. ‘’That’s not funny you could’ve smashed on the floor.’’ He said looking at me with concerned eyes. ‘’Well luckily your arms where there right? Have you been working out lately?’’ I said squeezing his biceps. ‘’maybe…’’ he whispered softly in my ear. ‘’maybe not…’’ he moved his hands over my bum while he pushed back. ‘’Oo how will I find out?’’ I said cheekily holding onto to his tie. ‘’Maybe you need to ask your biology kids sweetheart.’’ ‘’mm really? I thought you knew it all too well last time…’’ Gary moaned pushing me down onto the bed bending over me. ‘’mm I forgot…’’ he said kissing me hungrily, sliding his hand underneath my shirt at the same time. ‘’You’re running late Gaz…’’ ‘’I don’t care.. I want you now.’’ He groaned against my neck while he unfastened my jeans… 

Chapter 24

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“Eve? Evelyn can you hear me?’’ ‘’Baby wake up please…’’ Gary whispered soft in my ear. I could hear him but I couldn’t make a sound. I just shook my head slightly as I slowly opened my eyes. ‘’w-where am I?’’ I tried to say with all the strength I got. ‘’You’re in the hospital sweetheart.’’ He said as he stroke my forehead with his soft hand. ‘’but w-what happened?’’ I said as I tried to lift myself up to sit up straight. ‘’’shh, stay down.’’ Gary said as he laid me down again. ‘’You passed out after… well Rob…’’ I sighed, I remembered now.  ‘’Where is he now?’’ I stumbled. ‘’I don’t know, he got arrested before I brought you here two days ago…’’ ‘’w-what?! Two days ago? W-why? Is there something wrong? Gary is there something wrong with the baby?’’ I grabbed his shoulders tight shaking them slightly. ‘’Calm down baby,, you’re fine, you both are. You were just in shock and slept through the hole days.’’ He said as he grabbed my hands from his shoulders kissing them softly. I looked him deep in the eyes. ‘’You’re gonna be okay, alright?’’ he said planting a kiss on my cheek.

*One week later*

There was a loud bang on the door. I walked downstairs silently to make sure I wouldn’t wake up Gary. As I reached the front door the bangs were getting louder and louder. I turned the key round and opened the door slightly. ‘’YOU BITCH! I FUCKING HATE YOU!’’ Robbie yelled in my face as he dragged me outside to his car. ‘’GOING TO THE POLICE HEA? ARE FUCKING SICK IN YOUR HEAD?’’ He tightened his grasp around my hips before throwing me onto the bonnet. I tried to stand up again but Robbie pushed me down immediately. Simultaneously I felt a sharp sting through my spine. My back hurted as hell from the hard bounce I think might be broken. I cried loud as Robbie smashed me in the face before pulling my knickers down. ‘’You gonna fucking pay for this bitch.’’ ‘’NO NO NO LET ME GO!’’ I screamed. ‘’LET ME GOO!!’’

‘’Eve? Are you okay? Calm down honey.’’ I shook violently as I jumped up straight in bed hitting my head against the headboard.  ‘’LET ME GO! LET ME GO!’’ I screamed trying to wriggle myself free out of his arms. ‘’Shhh Evelyn it’s me, Gary. Calm down. It’s okay. Shh’’ I breathed heavily as Gary stroke my back softly.  What the hell just happened? ‘’It’s just a nightmare Eve, it’s okay you’re safe here.’’  Gary said looking me in the eyes making sure I believed him. Tears were streaming down my face again as Gary pulled my head onto his bare chest. ‘’It’s okay babe, it’s okay..’’ he said kissing my forehead.  ‘’It w-was Rob, h-h-he …’’ I stumbled still shaking. ‘’I know, I know..’’ he mumbled softly in my hear. ‘’Go back to sleep okay?’’ I moved my hands up to his cheek stroking the side of his face. ‘’Gary I’m scared..’’ I said looking up in his concerned eyes. ‘’I’m right here baby, there’s nothing to be scared off. I’m right here.’’ he planted a soft kiss on my lips before laying me down next to him. His strong arms around me. ‘’Sleep now… it’ll be fine.’’ 

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What the hell was going on? I knew Rob liked me but not like, well you know… this way… Fuck this shit. I should tell Gary right? O no, but what if he thinks that… no Evelyn stop, stop it. Fuck what am I gonna do… I could ring Rob,, no that’s not a good idea. But he coming again tonight, how weird will that be…  I stand up from the couch and walk to the studio. Gary is playing again when I walk towards him. ‘’Hi beautiful, what’s up?’’ he says turning around. I sit down next to him and pull my phone out of my pocket. ‘’Rob texted me some weird things… look.’’ I showed Gary the messages and his face turned pale immediately. ‘’I fucking knew it!’’ he slammed his hand on the piano. ‘’FUCK THAT HURTS!’’ ‘’Gary, calm down, you’re hurting yourself. Sit down.’’ ‘’CALM DOWN? CALM THE FUCK DOWN? THE MAN WANTS TO FUCK YOU EVE, AND YOU TELL ME TO CALM DOWN?’’ he stood up and walked to the front door swinging it open. ‘’Gary where’re you going?’’ I screamed after him. ‘’I’m going for a fucking walk. Stay there!’ he walked outside without putting on his coat and disappeared in the distance. FUCKING GREAT.

Two hours passed and Gary is still not home. I am getting worried… It’s freezing outside and he’s out there without a coat on walking to god knows where… I grab my phone from the table and text him.

*Honey, where are you? Please come back home, you’ll get sick in the cold..*

I sigh, maybe I was wrong showing him the messages, but then on the other hand I was being honest to tell him immediately wasn’t I? God I didn’t want him to be angry, Rob is probably going to kill me now… The doorbell rang. THANK GOD he’s back! I run to the door and open it. ‘’Hi Evelyn…’’ o fucking great . Robbie looks at me with those hypnotic eyes. ‘’You received my message?’’ he said grabbing my hand. ‘’Yes, and I want you to go now.’’ I pull my hand back leaving it behind my back. ‘’And why’s that?’’ Robbie pushed me inside closing the door behind him. ‘’you don’t like me Eve?’’ ‘’yes I do but not the way that you like me. Now would you please go away?’’ ‘’I’m not going anywhere…’’ He grasps my hips pulling me closer to him making me jump. ‘’Leave me alone, get out!’’ I try to wriggle myself free but he’s holding me to tight. 

‘’I know you want me Eve…’’  he hisses against my neck. Robbie placed his lips onto mine kissing me forcefully.  My phone started to ring, fuck this shit. I pulled away from Robbie and grabbed it out of my pocket, it was Gary. ‘’Ignore it baby..’’ he said lifting my skirt up sliding his hands up and down my thigh.  ‘’No I’m not ignoring it, fucking go I don’t want you.’’ I try to push Robbie back to the wall but he’s too strong.  I press the answer button but Robbie smashed the phone out of my hand grabbing me tight. ‘’Don’t you dare say something.’’ He growls against my lips before sliding his tongue inside. ‘’GARY WHERE ARE YOU? ROBBIE IS HERE PLEASE COME!’’ I yelled as hard as I possibly could. Robbie covered my mouth immediately with his hand. ‘’WHAT?! WHAT IS HE DOING TO YOU?’’ Gary yelled. ‘’EVE IS HE DOING THINGS TO YOU?’’ ‘’ EVE ANSWER ME!’’ I couldn’t, Robbie smashed me against the wall holding my wrists behind me with his other hand. I tried to scream, but he pressed his hand even harder against my mouth. I shook heavily as he slid two fingers inside me. ‘’You like that don’t ya?’’ he groaned against my neck. I shook my legs heavily trying to kick him but I was too weak. He moved faster inside me making me moan. ‘’FUCK ROBBIE…’’ I cried pushing my head further against the wall. ‘’STOP PLEASE!’’

 ‘’GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM HER!!’’ I heard Gary say. He punched Robbie in the face leaving him bleeding on the ground.  I run towards him throwing my arms around his neck.  Tears were streaming down my face as Gary tightened his grip around me. My legs were about to give away as everything started to circle in front of me. ‘’G-Gary I, I…’’ my eyes rolled as I collapsed on the floor. I heard Gary scream as he pulled me up from the ground carrying me to the sofa, but I was too weak to answer. Everything turned black….

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I woke up the next morning feeling pretty good, I stretched my arms out as I looked down beside me. Gary was gone, he's probably working in his studio again like he mostly did the last few days. I stood up and walked to the bathroom, I was almost 3 months pregnant now and you started to see it a little… I took a quick shower and did the usual stuff before I walked down the stairs half an hour later.  

‘Where’re in here !’ I heard a familiar voice shout.  I walked towards the studio and opened the door. Surprisingly I saw Robbie and Gary together sitting behind  a piano writing stuff down. ‘Oo hi Rob! How you doing?’ I smiled. He stood up and gave me a hug. ‘I’m doing great, what about you two?’ he said giving me a little  tap on my belly. I blushed, ‘just fine…’ ‘He come here mate don’t touch her like that would ya?’ Gary said glazing at us with an disapproval look. I walked towards him climbing into his lap. ‘Don’t be so jealous mr. Balow…’ I whispered kissing him just below his ear. ‘mm-h. what if I am?’ he placed his right hand on my cheek lifting my face up. ‘I am really jealous…’ he pushed his lips down onto mine kissing me conspicuous. ‘err… alright then… I’d better go and grab a drink…’ Robbie said walking out of the room. ‘No, no wait Rob. We’re done…’ I pushed Gary away. ‘Oh, are we?’ ‘Yes, babe we are. Now I will get Robbie and you make some music alright?’ ‘what a shame…’ he said dropping kisses down my neck. Fuck he should really stop this before I get aroused. ‘mm, Gary stop it…’ I couldn’t help but moan a little. ‘no…’ he sighed pulling my shirt over my head dropping it on the floor.

‘Fuck Eve, O Come on!’ I was pressed with my back against the piano by Gary who was thrusting into me deep. ‘FUCK ! O My God!’ I screamed while I reached my climax. ‘O yes Eve o shit!’ Gary collapsed on top of me when he finished his release.  ‘Fuck babe..’ he hissed against my neck. I could feel a stream of sweat running down his back when I stroke it. ‘Good morning…’ I giggled. ‘Still jealous?’ ‘mmm no…. you’re amazing.’ We were brought back to reality when the door opened. ‘Oo, well er….’ Robbie said staring at us with a red face.  Gary was still inside me resting his hands either side of my head while my legs were wrapped around his waist. It must be an nice view to see for someone, O shit. ‘I’ll come back later then…’ he walked out closing the door behind him. I looked at Gary, when we both burst out in laughter. ‘You see his face?’ he laughed pulling himself out of me. ‘Aw,, I feel quite sorry for him though…’ I said pulling my shirt back on.

I grabbed my phone after we finished breakfast. *one new message- Robbie* O shit now he’s pissed. Fuck. I opened the message while I reached for my glass of water.

*Thanks for helping me out. x*

I almost chocked when I read the message. What the fuck did he mean? ‘What’s wrong?’ Gary said walking into the kitchen. ‘O nothing…just you.’ I said quickly putting away the phone. ‘What’s wrong with me?’ he said glazing down his clothes. ‘They match right? Or not?’ ‘Yes Gary, you look gorgeous.’ I gave him a quick kiss on the cheek before settling down on the sofa. I grabbed my phone again to respond to that weird message.

*What do you mean, helping me out?*

O Fuck, he doesn’t… no he didn’t…

*It was a nice view seeing you naked. X*

FUCK.

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‘fuck Eve, jesus…’ Gary hissed dropping his head in the pillow. Oh my, can I really do this to him? He was so close now, but something in my head said that I had to it. Just before he came I let go and walked out the room. ‘Where the fuck are you going?!’ he screamed after me when he finished himself. I grabbed my clothes from the floor, pulled them on and went downstairs to the studio. Shit it was locked. Why did he always lock the door? It was like he had something secret inside there that he didn’t want to share with anybody. I should ask him about it someday…Suddenly I heard footsteps walking down the stairs, I turned around. It was Gary of course. I gave him a ‘take that bitch’ smile. He just shook his head while a huge grin appeared.  Thank God he wasn’t angry. ‘You want breakfast?’ he asked. ‘Ye, that would be nice…’ I walked after him to the kitchen when he halfway turned around. ‘I knew you would do that..’ he said grabbing my hips pulling me closer. He placed his mouth next to my ear whispering; ‘Too bad you were just too late…’ he kissed me behind my ear before walking into the kitchen. You got to be kidding me right? Oh great, my attempt failed. Now that will boost his ego. I will get him back…

*2 months later – November – *

‘Honey?... Sweetheart where are you?’ … ‘Ah here you are, you okay?’ Gary looked down at me, I was lying in bed reading some kind of boring magazine. ‘Yeah, I’m alright. Just a bit tired. You ready then?’ ‘Well what do you think?’ he spun around showing off his perfect fitting suit. I smiled ‘You look gorgeous you know that, idiot.’ ‘Oi, don’t call me an idiot you.’ He tapped my nose with his finger looking at me with his beautiful eyes. ‘You should go, you’re running late…’ ‘I don’t care, I don’t want to go to that stupid award ceremony. I’d rather stay here with you.’ He kissed me passionately for a moment holding my face in both his hands before pulling away again. ‘I’ll be back as quick as I can okay?’ ‘I know, now go you!’ I pushed him away from me urging him to leave. ‘Okay, okay I’m going…’ he gave me a quick kiss on my cheek before walking out… Gosh I loved that man so much, I thought turning on the television.

They were nominated for three awards, I don’t even remember which ones actually. I believe it was best British group, best live act and best British single. Gary told me yesterday but I’d already forgotten. Half an hour later the ceremony begun, they showed some shots of the nominees including the boys. Mark, Howard, Jason and Robbie they looked all so excited, and then there was Gary. I could help but burst out in laughter. He sat there dropped down in his chair, looking as annoyed as you can get. I grabbed my phone to text him;

*You look terrible in that chair Gaz, act normal okay. x*

I returned my face to the tv, some interviewer asked a few questions to Rob. But It didn’t take long before Gary texted back.

*I can’t help it, miss you… xx*

Gary’s POV

‘So Gary, how do you think about it?’ I looked up to the interviewer standing infront of me all of a sudden. ‘I’m sorry, about what?’ I responded. ‘The new album, will it be the best album yet?’ ‘Uhh, yeah I think so, you never know what the people say right, but we have a good feeling we have..yeah..’ I grabbed my phone out of my pocket again expecting the guy to leave but he didn’t. ‘Important things?’ he asked. ‘Yeah, pretty much yeah…’ I grinned. ‘What’s so important then?’ Jesus this guy had guts, how did he dare ask me personal stuff. ‘That’s none of your business.’ I tried to say as straight as possible. ‘New girl?’ FUCK. ‘Well.. err..’ ‘So the rumors are true then?…’ the man said. ‘Why isn’t she with you?’ O come on, will this guy just leave, it’s really annoying me right now…  ‘Like I said before, it’s none of your business, now would you excuse me?’ I walked away searching for a peaceful room…

*Come save me Eve, this is horrible. X*

*O come on, just pick up the awards and go, it’s not that bad. X*

She was right, mm, I returned to the full crowded hall searching for my seat when I bumped into Rob. ‘Ye Gaz, just in time, we’ve won!’ ‘What? Which one?’ ‘FUCKING ALL OF THEM MATE.! Now come on we’ve gotta pick them up!’  he dragged me onto the stage while waving to the crowd. I did the same, shaking some people’s hands before we were handed over the three awards. Of course I had to speech… ‘Well err, thanks everyone that voted for us.. and err…This really is unbelievable….err..’ ‘O I’ll do it then, while Gary is somewhere else with his thoughts…ugh ugh…’ Rob winked at me before giving a hell of an amazing speech, thank God.

We walked of the stage back to our table. ‘Guys I’m going okay? I promised Eve to come back as soon as I can.’ ‘Ye sure, no problem mate. You go we’ll finish this.’ Howard gave me a peck on my back before I walked out searching for a taxi…

Eve’s POV

It was a quarter to eleven when I heard the front door being opened. Well that’s quick I thought sitting up straight leaning my back against the headboard. I took my glass from the table next to me and took a sip of the cold water while Gary opened the bedroom door. ‘Hey you…’ I said while I watched him taking off his jacket and shirt. ‘Won anything then?’ ‘mm, yeah all three…’ he responded like it was the most normal case in the world. ‘Well that’s amazing Gary! Congratz !’ ‘Yeah thanks…’ he said before slipping under the duvets next to me. ‘What’s wrong?’ I asked while I moved my arm around him resting my head on his chest. ‘Nothing, I’m just thinking…’ he said while his fingers draw circles on my back. ‘About what?’ ‘You.’ He lifted my head kissing me softly with his warm lips while he pulled his other arm around my back as well. I giggled pulling away. ‘What?!’’ he asked looking at me confused.  ‘Nothing you’re just cute…’ ‘cute? Oh really? I didn’t knew that…’ he started tickling me on my back making me jump. ‘GARY! Stop it!’ I was so weak when someone tickled me and he fucking knew it. I rolled over my side pulling my legs up to my chin hoping he’ll stop. ‘You crazy woman, you.’ He said when he finally stopped tickling. ‘I love you so much.’ he said before kissing me again, resting his left hand on my belly while the other one was holding my face… 

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‘b-but why?’ I was shocked, no I was sad, I was unbelievably sad. Where on earth could he possibly be that’s more important than the birth of his own child?! ‘I will be in Madrid with the boys… We’ve discussed the dates of the upcoming stadium tour and as we can calculate little one over here will be there somewhere in June…’ ‘But you can change it right? You can just skip a week?!’ I grabbed his hands and dragged him inside shutting the balcony doors. ‘Eve I’m sorry, I can’t change anything…’ he said looking at me with sad eyes. ‘But you are-.. and what if-…’ I couldn’t take it anymore I let myself fall on the bed and crashed down in tears, this isn’t true. I pushed my head in the pillow holding my hands underneath it. I felt Gary’s hand rubbing my back but I didn’t want him to be here now actually. I pushed his hands away and walked to the bathroom locking the door behind me. I was so pissed, but somehow I also wasn’t. I mean how could you be angry with him? No Evelyn you are angry with him! What is he even thinking? Leaving you alone at what should be one of the most beautiful moments of your life. Great, fucking great this is. And now I’ve locked myself up in this stupid bathroom not even knowing what to do…

‘Eve? Come on sweetheart please open the door…’ ‘No. go away!’ I said struggling the words out. Well that sounded convincing now he’s not going anywhere. ‘We can talk about it if you want. I’ll call management okay? See if they can do something…’ Don’t open the fucking door Eve, he’s lying, management can’t do anything. But what if they could? No, NO, NO, you stay in here! Let him feel your hurt now, don’t give in. ‘Are you going to open it?’ He sounded desperate, but on the other hand sad. He couldn’t do much about it, could he? Oh alright then. I walked towards the door and slowly turned the key around. I opened  it slightly. Gary stood against the doorway leaning his shoulder against the wall. Jesus he looked hot, fuck, o come on Eve don’t even go there. He looked up locking his eyes with mine. ‘Are you okay?... you wanna talk about it?’ he grabbed my hands and pulled me into a tight hug. His strong arms around me, I wanted to cry again but I kept the tears inside.  I buried my face in his chest leaving out a sigh. ‘I’ll call okay? I promise…’ 

Gary said after a moment. I pulled away and looked up. ‘you do?’ ‘yes, I do, I promise okay?.’ He planted his lips on mine kissing me gently. I kissed him back, loving the tensed moment. He moved his tongue against my lips willing them to open, i did and moved my tongue around his. ‘mm-h..’ Gary mumbled moving his hands over my bum. ‘stop it, you cheeky bastard.’ I grabbed his hands and placed them on my back but he moved them down again immediately. ‘mm, no…’ he pushed me against the back wall of the room lifting me up. I moved my legs round his waist kissing him passionately. ‘mm somebody’s awake…’ I felt his erection growing against my thigh. I could feel him smiling slightly during the kiss. He unbuttoned my shirt letting it fall on the ground, I ran my hands through his hair as he started kissing my neck. I moaned. Shit I wanted him. Fuck. He pulled me away from the wall throwing me on the bed. I removed my panties while he climbed on top of me kissing me from my belly up to my cheek. ‘I want you Eve…’ he murmured removing his boxers. Shit he was hard, fucking hell. I ran my hands over his back moving my legs up to give him access. Before I could even say something he slammed himself inside me. ‘FUCK Gary, o SHIT!’ he moved fast filling me completely with every thrust. He moved his hands down my leg pushing himself further and further inside me. ‘fuck..’ he hissed against my neck. ‘fuck Eve O my God, yes!’ he kept thrusting pushing me against the headboard. ‘Shit Gary, I’m gonna c-‘ ‘O yes eve o come on!’ that’s it I was gone, I reached my orgasm as Gary kept moving in and out before shooting his warmth inside me. ‘O fuck yes!’ he collapsed beside me breathing heavily.

‘That was fucking amazing, jesus.’ ‘you’re not done yet mr. Barlow..’ I said climbing on top of him. ‘I think you need some punishment..’ I moved my hands over his chest moving up to his shoulders, massaging them softly. I bit down on my bottom lip and Gary groaned. ‘Fuck Eve, don’t…’ ‘What? You don’t like it?’ I moved down dropping kisses from his chest. I grabbed his erection in one hand while the other rested on his tensed six pack. ‘don’t do th- FUCK’ he hissed when I took him in my mouth sliding my tongue around him. ‘o shit…’ he dropped his head back closing his eyes. I continued to suck as he hardened inside my mouth. Okay it’s time Eve, you can get him back now… I could feel he was getting close. I smiled I’m gonna enjoy this… 

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*two weeks later*

Gary, Rob and I sat in the living room talking about the situation with the two of them and the other boys. They were still not sure if they should make an album together or not. They just released their new album with the five of them and it went straight to number one obviously. Last week I met Gary’s mum, she was so lovely, although we didn’t tell her I was pregnant yet. We didn’t have to tell my parents, they both died a few years ago during a car crash when they were on holiday but they loved Take That and Gary so I guess they would be happy for me as long as I was happy. It was getting late when I got Gaz and Rob another glass of red. ‘Gary, I’m going to bed… I feel tired.’ I walked towards the sofa and bend over to give him a kiss. ‘Okay sweetheart, I’ll be there soon ye?’ ‘That’s okay…’ I walked over to Rob and gave him a big hug before walking up the stairs to the bathroom.

‘Eve? Eve are you still awake?’ Gary stroke some hair out of my face and moved his warm soft hand over my cheek. ‘mm-h…’ was all I could respond, I was so tired… ‘mm okay go to sleep then… we’ll talk about it tomorrow…’ he wrapped his left arm around my waist pressing his body closer to mine, his face resting on my shoulder. ‘Talk ‘bout what?’ I murmured. ‘nothing, just go to sleep now alright? You need it.’ He placed a soft kiss down my neck before we both fell asleep…

The following morning I woke up by the blinding sunlight that was shining though the small gab between the curtains. I was still lying in Gary’s arms, I could feel his calm breath against my skin. ‘Gaz?’ ‘mmm-h yeah?’ okay he’s awake… I got out bed and opened the curtains, it was a beautiful view from Gary’s balcony. I opened the doors and the wind blew calmly though my hair. Autumn was coming and the colors turned to orange, red and brown. I loved autumn, the nature looked to romantic… I was dreaming away again, that happened a lot the last few days… 

Gary pulled his arms around me, holding me tight from behind. He was only wearing his boxers. O shit.  ‘You slept well?’ he said kissing my cheek.  I moved my hands over to his and hold him tight. ‘yeah I did.’ We stood there for a moment both enjoying the view. ‘Beautiful isn’t it?’ I said. ‘Not as beautiful as you two though...’ Gary pulled me into his lap after he settled himself on the little sofa standing in the corner of the balcony. ‘What did you want to talk about yesterday?’ I said resting my head on his chest. ‘oo nothing.’ ‘No, Gary tell me.’ I raised my head up and looked him in his deep green eyes. ‘It’s just, you see… er--.’ ‘come on Gaz what’s wrong?’ I was getting worried now, he looked concerned. He wasn’t going to say that he didn’t want this baby anymore was he?  ‘it’s just we’ve got a little problem, well I got mostly…’ he was shuffling on the settee now. Fuck Gary just tell me what the problem is… ‘Well what is it?’ I said a little bit pushing. ‘It’s about the… the baby…’ he pulled his eyes away from me looking down to the ground. ‘What’s with the baby? You don’t want it anymore?’ ‘NO, NO of course not, I want it. It’s just that the timing is a little bit wrong…’ WHAT?! ‘But Gary I don’t understand why?’ I moved away from his lap and took my place next to him. ‘I won’t be there when it’s born…’

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There was a silent for a few minutes. Gary just sat next to me on the bed holding my hand looking out the window. What if I’m pregnant? Shit how could that even be possible? I don’t forget to take the pill like, ever. Okay it’s not 100 % security but the other 99,9 % must be enough… ‘What are we gonna do now?’ I asked shyly. Gary turned his face towards mine, his mouth shaking a little. ‘Well… I think we,… we should go to the hospital…’ ‘The hospital?!’ ‘yes Eve….’ ‘But Gary we can just buy a test…’ ‘I don’t trust those test, we’re going to the hospital…’ he stood up grabbing his jacket from the seat at the other side of the room. ‘Are we going like right now?’ I said confused. ‘the sooner the better right?’ he walked towards me and gave me a quick kiss on my cheek. ‘But Gary we need a referral from the general practitioner first before we can go to the hospital…’ ‘I don’t care about that, they can make an exception…’

Fifteen minutes later we were driving towards the hospital. I just sat there looking out of the side window. A million questions were running through my mind, What if I am pregnant?.. do I even want this baby? Does Gary want this baby? O my God, this could not be happening. I loved Gary, I did, more than anyone else I’ve ever known. But a baby? Right now? We’ve only just met a few months ago… ‘Eve? ‘ Gary shook my hand bringing me back to reality. ‘Sweetheart we’re here. You come?’ ‘yes I think so…’ we walked to the main entrance of the hospital, god I am nervous… Gary made an appointment and we had to wait a few minutes before we were called by some kind of doctor. ‘Hello, my name is dr. Daniels. Take a seat.’ He shook our hands and walked back to his own seat behind this enormous desk. ‘I understand that you want to take a pregnancy blood test?’ he said looking down on his paper. ‘err.. yes that’s right…’ I said looking at Gary who was still holding my hand rubbing his thumb over my knuckles. He smiled a little although I could see the concern in his eyes.

‘Okay, we will examine the samples and we will call you if we have the results. I think it won’t take longer than two days.  If you have any questions or anything just call okay?’ ‘Yes, we will thank you.’ Gary shook his hand after I did and we walked back to the car. He opened my door and I took my place letting out a sigh. ‘What’s wrong babe?’ Gary said taking his place behind the steering wheel. ‘I don’t know, I just don’t know what to think right now Gary… What if I am pregnant? I don’t even know if I want this baby, or if you want it. I mean we’ve only known each other for what? A couple of months? I just… I’m confused.’ I wanted to cry, like really cry. I couldn’t even stop it, tears were running down my cheeks and I placed my head in my hands. ‘he he, come here..’ Gary pulled his arms around me and rested my head on his chest. ‘shh, don’t cry babe… we will talk about it when we’re home okay?’

And so we did, we talked about it the rest of the day. But I was still confused, Gary said he want to keep it if I was actually pregnant. That was not my problem, cause I came to the conclusion that I wanted to keep it too. But my biggest concern was that we’ve only known each other and I was afraid that if something happened between us I would end up alone with his baby…  

I couldn’t sleep that night, I sat up straight and leaned my back against the headboard. I felt sick again, but not that I had to throw up or something. I was just feeling weird and dizzy. I looked down at Gary, his face was looking towards mine, I didn’t notice he was awake! ‘Go to sleep honey..’ he murmured pulling me down again. He wrapped his arms around my waist resting his head on my shoulder. I could feel his calm breath against my neck. ‘Gary?...’ ‘mmm?’ ‘I love you…’ ‘I love you too Eve, now go to sleep, you look exhausted.’  He said kissing my neck softly…

The next morning I woke up by the sound of the telephone that was ringing  on the side of the bed. I wanted to grab it but Gary picked it up before I could even move… he was already dressed  and looked so hot like always. That black shirt really fitted him well… ‘Gary Barlow…’ (..) ‘uhu.. okay. Yes I understand. Yes we will… okay thank you. (..) bye!’  He placed the phone back in the charger and laid down beside me. ‘What did they say?’ I asked quietly as Gary kissed my shoulder between his words: ‘They. Said. That..’ he moved my shirt up and laid his head on my belly. ‘You two need rest…’

Chapter 17

‘Gary stop it. I’m serious.’ But he didn’t stop, he let my shirt fall on the ground and kissed  my neck, sucking on my pulse points. ‘I want you Eve... please.’ I couldn’t see his face expression when he said that because it was totally dark here in this fucking small room but he sounded desperate. It was getting stuffy in here, but Gary didn’t seem to bother. ‘Gary I, I can’t do this, not here, not now okay.’ I reached for my shirt that was laying on the floor but Gary grabbed my hands very tight and moved them towards his rock hard erection. ‘Jesus Gaz..’ ‘That’s your freaking fault.’ He hissed, letting his jeans drop on the floor. ‘Now you better sort it out for me then.’ Was he serious, like really?. Okay then, fine.  ‘if that’s what you want…’ I said moving down grabbing his length in my hand. ‘you really have a problem he?’ I said cheekily sliding my tongue around his already wet tip. ‘FUCK Eve.’ He said dropping his head backwards, closing his eyes. ‘shitt..’ I moved my hand up and down his shaft letting him moan constantly. I took him in my mouth still running my tongue around his tip. He hardened immediately. His hands found their way through my hair as I started sucking. Taking him as deep as I could each time. ‘Fuck Eve, fuck Stop it, I’m c-‘ but I didn’t stop, I felt way to much in control. I ran my teeth slightly up and down his length. ‘OH My GoD, Fuck Eve Fuck’ Gary groaned shooting his warmth inside me like an exploding volcano. I swallowed and stood back up. ‘You’re amazing.’ He said before kissing my lips sliding his tongue inside my mouth.

We stood there for some time until I heard the speaker; ‘Will Mrs. Morgan return to her class, I repeat, will Mrs. Morgan return to her class.’  ‘Shit Gary, I gotta go.’ I pulled away but Gary kept kissing my neck causing tingling’s all over my body. ‘Gaz, m-‘ he kissed me again with his soft lips. ‘Come with me Eve…’ ‘Gary I can’t okay, I’ve got to work.’ ‘Tell them you’re feeling sick.’ He murmured in my hair, his hands resting on my bum. ‘you really are horrible!’ I laughed pulling him away. ‘I know you want me Eve, please come…’ he said pulling his jeans back up. I fixed my hair and grabbed my shirt from the ground pulling it over my head again. ‘No. You go home now. Sort it out yourself.’ I said before walking back to my class.

‘What took you so long miss?’ Emmy asked. ‘Yeah miss, you can tell us. We couldn’t find you anywhere.’ ‘yeah. Well err…  ‘ Shit how I am going to deal with this. I couldn’t really say I sorted Gary out didn’t I? ‘Mrs. Morgan? Are you okay?’ Caroline asked. ‘You look a little bit pale.’ ‘No yeah I think I’m getting a little bit sick. Excuse me.’ I walked out of the classroom rushing to the toilets. Fuck, fuck, fuck. What now? I threw up what seemed like an hour until there was nothing left in my stomach. Good God, what was that? I held my hand against my forehead that was almost burning now. I walked to the sink letting the water flow over my wrists. After a while I was feeling a little bit better, but I decided to cancel my next lessons.

I drove back to Gary’s house and opened the front door. ‘Gary?’ I yelled. ‘Yeah I’m coming hang on!’ I walked towards the kitchen making myself a cup of tea. ‘hi Bab- woa what happened to you?’ he said looking worried. ‘I’m not feeling to well, I threw up at school.’ I said looking him in his deep green eyes. He walked towards me pulling me into a hug, his strong arms holding me from falling. ‘Come let’s get you in bed.’ he said kissing my forehead before carrying me up the stairs to the bedroom. ‘Did you also felt sick this morning?’ he said laying me down on the bed pulling the duvets over me.  ‘No I didn’t. It was just after we, well you know.’ ‘mmh..’ he looked at me concerned. ‘what?’ I asked when he sat down next to me checking my temperature with his hand. ‘Are you on the pill Eve?’ ‘Y-yes why?’ he locked his eyes with mine, I could see him worrying. ‘You,  you don’t think that I’m…’ He sighed looking down squeezing my hands slightly. ‘I don’t know, why would you throw up otherwise all of a sudden?’ 

Chapter 16

Gary threw me on the bed climbing over me. I couldn’t stop laughing he was acting way to cute. ‘Would you stop?!’ ‘Haha no I won’t stop, you’re too funny’ I giggled. ‘O am I?’ he said kissing my neck softly. ‘yes, you are!’ He started to unbutton my blouse but never stopped kissing me like he always did. I ran my hands through his now messed up hair. ‘You need to see a hairdresser.’ I said, still laughing when he reached the top of my jeans. ‘Why’s that?’ he murmured pulling my jeans down. ‘Because it’s a mess, I could do it if you want…’ ‘No you don’t’ he said climbing on top of me again. I looked him in his deep green eyes. ‘I will mr. Barlow, I will.’ I pulled him closer kissing his lips. I slipped my tongue inside exploring every corner of his mouth. I tasted red wine, like always. I pulled his shirt over his head overlooking his perfect chest. ‘You pervert’ he said while he noticed me looking down. ‘O shut up you.’ I grabbed his face and pulled him down again, when I felt his hard erection against my thigh. When did he undue his jeans? Doesn’t matter anyway I wanted him so badly. ‘Gary… please.’ I said when he gave my little kisses down my belly. ‘what?’ he rested his chin just above my belly button looking deep into my eyes. ‘what do you want Eve?’ ‘You.’ I said moaning softly. ‘where?’ ‘inside me.’ And with that said he slammed himself inside me filling me completely. I groaned loud by the feeling.  ‘Shit Gary! O my God!’ He moved quickly in and out filling me  entirely with every thrust. ‘Fuck Eve!’ Gary hissed against my neck, his warm breath tickling my skin. I could feel myself coming closer ‘Gary… I’m gonna c-‘ that’s it, I reached my orgasm when Gary shoot his liquids inside of me. ‘Jesus, fuck Eve, fuck.’ He groaned when he collapsed on top of me. His sweaty body sticking to mine. ‘I love you Gary.’ I said lifting his head up and kissing him softly. ‘mmh’ he said rolling over to the side next to me. I looked at him, exhausted and almost asleep already. ‘Goodnight Gaz.’ I moved my arm across his chest resting my head on his shoulder.  Fast asleep, at last.

I woke up by the sound of the doorbell. I looked at Gary, ‘Mmpff.. don’t answer babe. I’m still tired.’ He said pulling the duvets further over his head. He looked so damn cute when he was still half asleep. The doorbell rang again. ‘But Gary, what if it’s Rob?’ I asked lying down again. ‘He won’t come till tonight. It’s probably the paper boy wanting money for God knows what reason. Go to sleep, what time is it anyway?’ ‘it’s 9 in the morning.’ ‘mmm, when do you start?’ ‘eleven.’ I said playing with his hair, twisting it around my finger.  ‘Would you stop doing that?’ ‘no.’ I said running my other hand as well through his hair. ‘Not until I cut it.’ ‘You’re not going to cut it.’ He said moving his head away in his pillow like a little kid.

Two hours later I was in class teaching kids stuff about English poetry, they didn’t seem to pay attention at all. Great I thought. Boring day, annoying kids, I wanna go home and snuggle up with Gaz. ‘Miss?’ Caroline asked. ‘Yeah what’s wrong?’ ‘Is it true that you have a boyfriend?’ The whole class was silent all of a sudden. ‘Err… yes that’s true.’ I said a little confused. ‘Is it also true that it’s Gary Barlow?’ my head became red, shit how did they know? I laughed in response. ‘Haha why would you think that?’ I responded avoiding the point. The door slammed open. ‘YES KIDS THAT’S TRUE!’ Gary walked in grinning from ear to ear. O great, now that’s awkward. He gave me a quick kiss on my cheek. ‘Now what are you guys learning?’ Gary just stood there in front of a bunch seventeen year-olds acting like he did it all his life. No one responded, they just stared at him in disbelief. 

‘Now come on, you must learn something…’ ‘Yes, she just taught us something about poetry.’ Caroline said with a red head. ‘O well, I like that. What about writing a song with each other? Do you have an upcoming event or something?’ He walked through the classroom making gestures with his arms. God he was so excited all of a sudden, what was he up to? ‘Well, mrs. Morgan sang at the autumn party last year.’ O SHIT, shit, shit now I’m fucked. Gary looked back at me. ‘Is that right?! I didn’t knew that.’ ‘O she is really good though, maybe even better than you are.’ The kids started laughing loud. Okay no this is really getting awkward. ‘Oh really? well I wanna hear that!’ Gary looked at me cheekily. ‘I think it’s time for mr. Barlow to go home now…’ I said giggling. I grabbed his arm and walked him out of the classroom. ‘OEh they’re going to make out, come on guys let’s follow them!’   I dragged Gary into some kind of little room with cleaning stuff closing the door behind me. ‘Hi beautiful.’ Gary said resting his hands on my hips. ‘Why are you here? I’m working Gaz.’ ‘I missed you.’ He said giving little kisses from my cheek down to my neck. ‘WHERE ARE THEY? I CAN’T FIND THEM!’ I heard someone say close to the door. ‘Gaz I have to return to my class, just a few hours then I’ll be back home okay?’ ‘mmm, too long.’ He murmured against my neck unbuttoning my shirt. O FUCK…

Chapter 15

‘B-but what happened with the other boys?’ I was still in shock, why didn’t Gary tell me about it? Why did Robbie had to tell me it? That wasn’t the right way… ‘Nothing Eve... We just want to record some stuff together, but we’re afraid that Mark, Howard and Jason will be angry with us. I don’t really care about that but Gary does. So now he’s telling everyone that there’s nothing going on, while there actually is a lot going on. And the worst part is that because Gary is telling everyone that there’s nothing going to happen we actually can’t do it. Like never ever do it. But I WANT to do it, so badly. I want to show the world that everything is great between us and that we’ve left our past behind.’ He sounded emotional, I could see his eyes turning  red. Wow.  I didn’t knew the past was still bothering him after they made that single together a few years ago and now this Take That album. But in some way I could understand Robbie, I think he’s afraid of losing Gary again, and Gary doesn’t even know it. I looked down at Robbie, he was sitting on the sofa with his hands in front of his eyes fighting against the tears. 

I sat next to him, moving my hand up and down his back. ‘Rob… did you tell Gary all this?’ I asked quietly. ‘Does he know what this means to you?’  there was a silence before Robbie spoke again. ‘no…’ he said silently. ‘no he doesn’t.  I wanted to tell him but I didn’t have the chance because the other boys were also there with us…’  ‘I think you should tell him when he gets home…’ I said. ‘He should be here in half an hour…’ Robbie sighed. ‘I don’t know if I can… Please Evelyn can you help me?’ ‘But Rob-‘ ‘No I’m serious Eve, I can’t do this, I’m afraid. You have to tell him that I want to speak to him about this, and-‘  ‘Speak about what mate?’ SHIT.

Gary just got home and opened the front door walking towards us. ‘What’s going on here?’ He looked confused, a little bit angry actually. He didn’t think that- no, no he doesn’t think that me and Rob… FUCK. Robbie looked up at Gary who was standing in front of us. I moved my hand away from Robbie’s back and caught Gary’s eye. ‘Gaz, I think Robbie needs to tell you something…’ ‘But Eve please…’  ‘No Rob, you have to tell him.’ I looked him in his hypnotic eyes giving him a ‘come on you can do this’ look.  ‘Come on guys, what’s going on?!’ Gary grabbed a seat and sat down right in front of us.  I stood up and walked to the kitchen to get us something to drink. ‘Love where’re you going?’ Gary asked quickly. ‘Just getting us something to drink. O and It’s about you and Rob, not about me.’ I gave him a quick wink. He let out a relieved sigh, he probably thought there was something going on between me and Rob…

It was six o’clock. Gary and Robbie where still discussing their plans. I decided to go upstairs to prepare my lessons for tomorrow. Sometimes I heard one of them raising his voice, another time they burst out in laughter. I couldn’t really make out if the things were going wrong or right, but since I didn’t heard any swearing till now I decided to stay here, upstairs in Gary’s office. Maybe I should go to them, but then I thought; no, this is about the two of them. They have to make their own decisions, I would be a bad influence. Time pasted by and it was getting darker outside. I should be making dinner now… I grabbed my phone and texted Gary;

*Do I have to make dinner for the three of us? xx*

Just as I was about to put away my phone, Gary answered;

*Would be lovely. Xx*

I smiled, everything was going alright then. I walked down the stairs and into the kitchen. I saw Gary and Rob sitting on the sofa next to each other. Gary gave me a quick wink to make sure everything was okay.

I searched in the cabinets for some ingredients, not exactly knowing what to cook. I grabbed a piece of paper and wrote something down; *Steak with Salad and baked potatoes?*  I showed it to Gary, who nodded and smiled at the same time. I knew he liked Steak.

After a lovely dinner and long hours of discussion Robbie went home. We said goodbye and closed the door behind him. ‘Pfff,, that was quite a conversation…’  Gary said pulling me into a hug. ‘mm I know… ‘ I rested my head against his chest, tightening my arms around his waist. ‘Have you already decided?’ I murmured. ‘no not yet, but I decided something…’ I looked up at Gary’s grinning face. ‘Well… what did you decide?’ ‘That we’re going upstairs…’ he whispered in my ear. ‘And then what?’ I asked cheekily. ‘We go to sleep, because I’m tired.’ I looked down again. ‘What? Did you have something else in mind?’ Gary asked. ‘no, no…’ I tried to hold my laughter, but it was too obvious…  ‘you liar!’ Gary slapped my bum. ‘Oh! Gary!’ I screamed. But Gary ignored it and picked me up lifting me over his shoulder. ‘Gary get me down!’ I tried to wriggle myself free but he was holding me too tight. ‘Gary stop it!’ ‘You wanted this!’ he giggled while he opened the bedroom door…

Chapter 14

I woke up in the morning, Gary’s arms around my waist, he was still sleeping. I turned around to face him sliding my hand up and down his cheek till he slowly opened his eyes. ‘Hi beautiful.’ He murmured.  I smiled, I still couldn’t believe that he actually loved me. Cause he did, he told me every hour. ‘Still tired?’ I asked. ‘mm yeah a bit, what time is it?’ I looked at Gary’s watch on his side of the bed, climbing over him. ‘pff, you’re so heavy…’ ‘I AM NOT!’ I slapped him in the face, not to hard ofcourse, just to tease him. ‘it’s 10 o’clock in the morning.’ ‘WHAT?! Shit Eve, I should be at the studio right now. Fuck.’ He jumped out of bed, still naked searching for his clothes. ‘But I thought you had a few days off?’ I asked quickly while I watched him pulling a hoody over his head. ‘I’m sorry babe, but they asked me for some interviews and stuff, and I really have to go because there’s a lot of bullshit talking in the media now.’  ‘B-but what are they talking about then?’ 

Gary rushed into the bathroom and I heard some things fall on the ground. ‘Gary, be careful!’  I walked towards the bathroom, leaning my shoulder against the doorway. ‘Gary, what are they talking about?’ I asked again. He let out a sigh, ‘They think that Robbie and I want to go on with just the two of us…’  ‘b-but why would they think that?’ I really didn’t’ t understand what he was talking about, everything seemed fine in the band in the times that I joined them in their studio. ‘I’m sorry honey, I’ll explain it all later okay? I really have to go now.’ He gave me quick kiss and ran down the stairs. ‘But Gary wait!’ I heard the front door closing, he was gone, again.

30 minutes later I was making breakfast for myself in the kitchen with the radio on. What is this shit? I thought by myself switching the radio to another channel. ‘And now we have a guest with us, it’s Gary Barlow ladies and gentleman!’  ‘Hiya mate!’ how’re you doing?’ I heard Gary’s voice say. I turned the volume a little bit louder while I continued with my breakfast. ‘So what’s all this stuff about with you and Robbie?’ I dropped my slice of vegetables and listened carefully. ‘Yeah, well that’s why I came here for. The media is all saying that Robbie and I want to step out of the band and go on with just the two of us. I just want to make this clear to all of our fans and everyone that it’s not true. I don’t know where it’s coming from but we never spoke a word about that.’ I took a sip of my tea. Was it just about that? But that’s nothing serious, I thought Robbie said something about Gaz or something. 

Suddenly I heard a knock on the door. I walked towards the continuing sound and opened it. Robbie was standing there, all out of breath, sweaty, his hands on his knees and his face looking at me. ‘Robbie?! What are you doing here? Gary is at the radio station…’ ‘I know, I know.’ He said still out of breath. ‘Can I come in please?’ he asked. What the hell did he want? I thought by myself. ‘Yeah sure, come on in. You want something to drink?’ ‘Yeah some water would be nice, thanks.’ I walked to the kitchen and grabbed a glass out of the cabinet. ‘Here you go.’ ‘Thanks Evelyn.’ He said taking a sip. ‘So what brings you here then?’ I asked after he finished his glass.‘Well you need to do something for me…’  he looked me in the eyes, Gosh he could hypnotize me with those eyes of him. But I preferred Gary’s a lot more. His eyes where always peaceful. If you looked at them it would calm you down wherever state you were in, angry or sad. ‘So you’ll do it?’ I was brought back to reality by Robbie’s voice. ‘I-I do what?’ ‘Convince Gary to join me?’  What the hell was he talking about?! ‘I’m sorry Robbie I didn’t really listened can you explain it again?’ ‘I asked you if you want to convince Gary to join me.’ ‘But why? And with what Robbie?’ ‘Because I want us to do an album together and a tour and stuff without Howard, Mark and Jason. Just the two of us. And now he’s telling the whole world that we didn’t spoke about that.’  I was shocked by his words. ‘But you didn’t spoke about that Gary said.’ ‘We do! We do it all the time! And he wants it as well!’ 

'WHAT?!'

Chapter 13

*3 weeks later*

'Okay guys, right down your homework for next wednesday and make sure you do it because I'll check everyone...' I was back working again for three weeks now and everything was back to normal. Gary was on a little tour with the boys to promote their new album, they were doing great. I missed him though, I haven't seen him in two whole weeks! The buzzer went and the children stormed out of the class. I was an English teacher at a high school, pretty good job most of the time, but it could be pretty boring somethimes. I packed my stuff and was ready to go home, my home not Gary's. It was way to big to be there all on your own. I really don't know why he lived there, but it was beautiful so I guess that's what made him decide to buy it.

As i walked out the door and locked it i was grasped by two hands, one placed on my mouth so it would stop me from screeming and the other one wrapped around my front. I wanted to scream, but i couldn't. What the hell was happening to me? Why did nobody help me out? I was dragged inside the classroom again. And the person locked the door. Eventually the hands started to loosen a little bit. 'Hi babe.' a soft, sweet voice spoke to me. 'GARY!! You're here, finally!!' I turned around and tossed my arms around him. 'Be carefull babe!' he laughed when i almost squeezed him to death. 'You told me you would be away for another week, and now you're here. Can I be happy for a moment?' I said looking him in his eyes. He looked a little bit tired, must be because of all the travelling they had to do. 'I missed you so much Eve, I couldn't hold it any longer, I wanted to see you.' he said before kissing me like he always did; full with love.

Gary would tell me about all of the things they'd done on the way back home. I couldn't help but smile all the time, i couldn't be happier with him being back. 'You really are happy aren't you?' Gary said when he noticed I was still smiling when he drove the car into his garage. 'Yes, ofcourse I am.' i said kissing his cheek. 'You look exhausted Gary, you should go to sleep.' 'yeah maybe i should...' he looked at me with that cheecky grin on his face. 'what?' I giggled back in return. I couldn't resist that grin and he fucking knew that all to well. 'Oo nothing...' 'Nothing? why did you looked at me like that then mr. Barlow?' I pulled him out of the car and we're walking to the front door when Gary lifted me up from the ground and pressed me against the nearest wall he could find kissing me passionately. His hands wounder down to my hips. I missed this so much i thought when i twisted my hands in his hair. He moved his hand up to my face tugging my hair gently. I heard a click of the front door that opened and Gary pushed me inside.

He started giving little kisses down my neck. I moan softly, closing my eyes. This is to good.  

We walked up the stairs to the bedroom and he laid me down on the bed climbing on top of me. 'Gary...' 'yes?' he said while he pulled my shirt over my head and unclapsed my bra. 'I missed you so much...' I said sitting up moving my hands around his neck kissing his lips softly. 'I missed you to sweetheart.' he said while he pushed me down again. He dragged my pants and knickers down and climbed on top of me. I could feel he was already hard. 'I love you so much, you know that right?' 'I know.' i said when he pushed himself inside of me. I moaned by the feeling of intense pleasure. He started moving faster, filling me almost completely with every thrust. 'mm Gary...' 'Come for Eve.' he hissed while he continued moving faster every time. That's it, I couldn't take it any longer and convulsed around him groaning loud. 'SHIt Eve, o baby yes...' He shoot his warmth inside of me and crashed down. 'o my God, i love you Eve.'  'I love you to Gary.' i said before we both fell asleep in eachothers arms.

Chapter 12

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So now I'm left alone in this studio and I don't have a clue where I am... I can't believe the boys just left me here. They would comeback though? I looked at Gary's laptop infront of me... The document was still running... Guess i have to write the second verse then...

*1,5 hour later*

Although it's all beautifull
And you're all lovely
I just can't think of what to do
But I know there's a spark
I spread my wings
and i'll be an angel just like you

God this is crap, i can't think of anything better to write, i'm not just a machine that you can turn on and off. I let out a loud sigh. I can't do this, and why is it so fucking cold in here? As I looked outside the big window at my right I noticed Gary's black Bentley.  I pulled the shades a little bit further out of the way. Gary was still sitting in his car, he had one hand resting on the steering wheel and he looked at the direction of the road that was pretty busy at the moment. Suddenly my phone started ringing in my backpocket, without looking who it was i answered. 'Hi it's Evelyn.'  'Why are you staring out of the window? You should be writing that verse.' I couldn't help myself to start laughing when i saw Gary looking at me from his car. 'How long have you been watching me Gary?' 'uhm, about an hour I think...' 'You're crazy you know that right?' 'I'm crazy about you Eve.' he said with a soft voice. O my God Eve where on earth did you find this man? In a restaurant Evelyn rememer when you were sitting in your silly corner and he joined you because he felt sorry for you...

'Evelyn are you still there?' 'Eve? hello?'  'y-yeah, i'm sorry the connection must have cracked or something...' i said giggling. 'No it didn't Sweetheart, you just want me to say that again don't you?' 'Maybe...' i said returning to the sofa. 'W-where're you going?' Gary asked quickly. 'Gary chill out i'm just sitting on the sofa writing that verse for you, which is your job by the way.' I looked down at the few lines I wrote. I better finish this quickly... 'I'll pay you if you want.' Gary said after a few seconds. 'I don't want your money Gaz.' There was a silence all of a sudden. Why didn't he answer, I didn't say something wrong did I?

'Who sais i'm talking about money?' 'JESUS GARY DON'T EVER SCARE ME LIKE THAT AGAIN WOULD YA?' I yelled when Gary grabbed my bum without me noticing him. 'Haha I will if you don't finish that verse quickly...' he said kissing my temple. 'So what do you have honey?' 'It's all crap don't look at it...' I  closed the laptop quickly before he could read the lyrics. 'Why did you do that?' Gary said looking at me confused. 'I don't want you to read it, it's all shit I will just delete it.'  'No you don't.' Gary pulled my hands away before I could open the laptop again. 'Gary please, can we just go home I'm tired...' I stood up and walked towards the door. I just hoped he would believe me, probably not... 'No we are not going home we're not finished yet.' He looked at me with those puppy dog eyes again, gosh i couldn't take it. 'Gary there's nothing to finish, you guys can write that song next week.' 'I didn't mean that...' he said looking me deep in my eyes. 'w-well what did you mean t-..' Gary pressed his lips against mine before i could finish my sentence.  His tongue slipped inside my mouth exploring every corner that it could possibly reach.' 'mm Gary, I-...'  'Shhh babe, don't talk.' He wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me up from the wooden floor pressing me against the back wall of the studio. He moved his hands underneath my shirt causing chills all over my body. 'Gary I-i can't ...'  I couldn't say anything more when he moved my hand to is crotch. My god he was hard. 'Shit Gary' I moaned while he kissed my neck...

Chapter 11

 So here's the next chapter guys! Thanks for reading all, hope you like it!

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I didn’t want to be here. I. am. So. Fucked. Right. Now. I closed my eyes before I would see their faces looking at me. Don’t look, don’t look, don’t look at me I thought opening my eyes slowly. But then of course they were looking at me. ‘Evelyn do you want to tell me something I don’t know?’  Gary said. ‘No, what’s wrong?’ I lied, avoiding the question. ‘Did you put this verse underneath it?’ ‘Which verse, I didn’t listened, sorry.’ Okay Evelyn this is your last attempt to avoid the subject you’ll have to tell him if he asks about it again. But what if he gets angry? No, no, no Evelyn don’t think about that. Deal with it, you were so stupid to put that shit verse underneath it you’ll have to deal with the consequences now. ‘Do I have to tell you how the verse goes? Baby you can tell me everything, I won’t be angry. Come with me.’ He said walking towards me. ‘I’ll be right back guys!’

Gary grabbed my hand and took me to another room. We were just standing there for a moment till he spoke…’Eve, this is the last time I’m going to ask it.’ Gary sighed. ‘Did you wrote that verse or not?’ Okay Evelyn there’s no way out now, you’re pressed against a wall with Gary’s hands on each side of your face and you can’t lie anymore now. ‘Y-yes… I think I did. But I wanted to delete it Gary, please I’m so sorry forgive me. I’ll never do it again I promise you and I w..’ I was cut off by Gary’s  lips kissing me tenderly. His tongue slipped inside exploring  every corner of my mouth. He placed his hands around my waist pulling me closer. ‘Gary i-I..’ I murmured. ‘Shut up you’ Gary said when he continued kissing my neck sucking on my pulse point. Great I thought, that will turn purple. ‘Gary please.. not here.’ He didn’t responded, he was turning me on and he fucking knew it.  He slid his hands under my shirt holding me tight before pulling me off the ground carrying me to the toilets. 

I was once again pushed against the wall after Gary locked the door. ‘Gary, shit stop it… we can’t do this here…’ ‘Yes we can baby, I’m fucking hard so you better sort it out for me as a compromise.’ ‘What?! But Gary I said sorry.’ ‘Not enough,  now suck.’ He pushed me down to my knees. O my god he was so hard. I took his length in my hand and started moving along it before he pushed it in my mouth harshly. ‘Shit Evelyn..’ He groaned as I took him as deep as I could. ‘FUCK, o my GOD Eve.’ After a few more seconds he shoot his warmth inside my mouth. ‘O Shit Eve. Fuck.’ ‘You asked for it mr. Dirty Barlow.’  I said as I stood up again looking him in the eyes.’ ‘Shut up you, you should be writing another verse that  follows after this one.’ ‘And what if I don’t do that?’ I said kissing his neck softly.  ‘Then I will spank you so hard that you wouldn’t be able to walk for a whole fucking week.’ he said biting my earlobe. ‘You wouldn’t do that.’ I said giggling. ‘You better watch out, now come with me and write that fucking second verse would ya?’

As we walked into the room the boys were already waiting for us. ‘What took you guys so long mate?’ Mark asked to Gary who turned red. ‘Waa they fucked in the toilets, come on guys let’s get this song done before it’s time to go.’ Robbie said looking  from me to Gary and back. I couldn’t help but laugh and so did the rest. ‘Hang on guys.’ Gary spoke as he turned his face to me. ‘Eve wrote that verse, and she’s going to write the other one as well right now, but we have to leave her alone  because she won’t be able to write when someone’s around.’’  ‘’No-o wait guys come back!’’ I screamed when they were already walking to their cars. They can’t leave me here, could they? ‘’See you later sweetheart.’’  Gary said before driving off…

  

Chapter 10

‘’Gary where are we going?’’ ‘’You’ll see babe.’’ He said squeezing my thigh with his hand as his other was resting on the steering wheel.  He was just sitting their driving his car to God  knows where with an enormous grin on his face. I couldn’t take it. ‘’Gary I’ll pull the door open if you don’t tell me where you are taking me.’’ I said hoping he would believe me. ‘’WHAT?! No you don’t. I want it to be a surprise okay.’’  ‘’But Gary I-…’’  ‘’Just have a little patience.’’ God he’s really killing me now, he shouldn’t have done that, he knows I can’t resist his voice when he sings that line. I looked him in the face narrowing my eyes. ‘’Haha stop it Eve I’m driving.’’ ‘’I don’t care.’’ I said kissing his cheek. Gary sighed, laughing at the same time.

Half an hour later Gary stopped the car next to a huge building, I really didn’t have a clue what it was. ‘’So here we are, welcome to the Take That studio.’’  Gary said while he climbing out of the car and walking over to my side. OMG am I, no way… I’m going to meet the boys, o shit.  ‘’I can’t do this Gary, you should’ve warned me!’’ ‘’And why should I’ve done that?’’ he said giggling before pulling me into a hug. ‘’I would’ve change my clothes into some decent ones.’’ ‘’O come on Eve you’re not serious are you? You look fabulous. Now come on I will introduce you to the boys.’’ He said taking his bag out of the back.

After Gary introduced me to Jason, Howard, Mark and Robbie I was sitting in the corner of the room listening to the boys making up lines that fitted a melody. It was great watching them having a good time and insulting each other in a funny way. Gary pulled out his laptop, ‘’So guys I started a song lyric which I think is quite good, let me show you.’’ That’s it, now I remember how could I’ve been so stupid.?! Why did I put that verse underneath it without deleting it afterwards, or did I delete it? I can’t remember… Shit shit shit. Fuck this. ‘’Uhmm guys, I’m not feeling to well I’m going to the bathroom I’ll be right back…’’ I said before quickly leaving the room. ‘’Babe… are you alright, do we have to go home?’’ Gary shouted at me when I was already searching for the bathroom.  I needed to go away, what if I really didn’t delete that verse? I stared at myself in the mirror. Just watching the reflection. How could you’ve been so stupid…

Fifteen minutes later I was still in the bathroom when I heard a knock at the door. ‘’Sweetheart are you alright?’’ Gary asked with a concerned voice. ‘’Yeah-yes I’ll come in a bit. I’m fine.’’ ‘’Can you open the door babe…’’ o no shit. What am I supposed to do now… shall I open the door? What if he’d seen the verse? ‘’baby? Are you still there?’’ I walked towards the door and unlocked it. ‘’he come here.’’ Gary whispered pulling me into a hug. ‘’what’s wrong?’’ I couldn’t answer him, I must know if he saw that verse before I could tell him. He lifted my face up with his hand, looking me in the eyes. ‘’Do you want to tell me?’’ he whispered . His face was just inches away from mine and I could feel his warm breath against my skin. ‘’maybe later….’’ I said giving him a quick kiss. I took his hand and walked back to the room.

‘’yo Gaz, this lyric is bloody brilliant mate.’’ Robbie said. ‘’ýeah I know, it is right?’’ Gary said walking towards his laptop. ‘’I really like the line;  I know one who had no wings  -   But your heart made it fly . it’s beautiful man.’’ Robbie said putting his hand on Gary’s shoulder. Gary looked at Robbie. ‘’I didn’t wrote that line…’’ 

Chapter 9

I looked up thinking who it could be. I walked to the front door and opened it. The first thing I saw was a huge like enormous fluffy teddy bear, god that thing was so cute. The teddy bear was pushed into my arms and Gary walked in. ‘I’m so sorry Eve.’ He said wrapping his arms around me. ‘Gary you didn’t have to do this.’ ‘yes I did,  I feel horrible Evelyn. I hurt you and I never want to do that again.’   I could tell he was emotional, it almost seemed like he was crying. I never saw him like this, he really cared. ‘it’s okay Gary come on I will make us a cuppa.’ I walked to the kitchen never letting go of Gary who followed behind me. I laid the bear on a chair and put the kettle on. I turned to Gary who was just standing next to me ‘You really really didn’t hurt me that much Gary.’ I said looking him deep in the eyes. ‘Please believe me when I say that, I don’t want you to feel guilty about it.’ a few painful minutes of silence followed. Shit Evelyn how the hell are you going to solve this.. I couldn’t say more often that he didn’t hurt me that much  but he just wouldn’t believe me…

‘How do I know for sure?’ he answered quietly as I handed him his cup of tea. ‘I guess you’ll have to examine me in another biology lesson of yours…’  He started to smile after I said that. O yes Evelyn you got him. ‘mm really?’ he said pulling me closer. I placed my hands in his neck and kissed his soft lips. ‘yes mr. Barlow, really.’ I grinned pushing him in the direction of the living room. I started to unbutton his shirt as I pushed him on the settee. I bend over him and kissed him passionately. He slipped his tongue into my mouth making me groan. He wrapped all my clothes of quickly and pushed me underneath him. His hands holding me in place behind my back. I could feel his erection against my thigh. God I want him, so badly. After a few seconds we were both naked, Gary still holding me tight as we looked each other in the eyes. ‘If I hurt you I’ll stop, you understand?’ he said lifting his right eyebrow. I just nodded in response, I couldn’t wait any longer I needed him right now. He pushed himself inside me slowly, and started moving in and out. I dropped my head in the pillow behind me, holding my hands in his neck. It felt so good, he moved slow but it was full with love. He groaned hard after a few thrusts, I could tell he was getting close just like me. He was going faster now each time he pushed himself into me. ‘Eve come for me,’ he murmured into my ear slowly pushing himself further and further inside of me. That’s it, I convulsed around him screaming his name when I came. He shoot his load inside of me and fell next to my side. ‘I love you so much Evelyn.’ He said after a while. But I didn’t hear it cause I fell asleep in his arms.

I  woke up about an hour later in Gary’s bed. I looked over my side to see what time it was. Twelve o’clock. I was about to turn my head back into the pillow when I saw a little note lying next to my watch. I grabbed It from the table; ‘Had to go to the studio again, sorry love hope I’ll be back when you wake up. I love you. Xx’ I smiled, he was so sweet. I guess he didn’t returned so I stayed in bed till I heard the front door being opened an hour later. I was almost falling asleep again as Gary opened the bedroom door. ‘Hi beautiful.’ He said climbing on the bed. ‘I missed you very much you know that?’ I just murmured something as I rested my head on his chest. He stroke my hair with his hand and kissed my forehead. I wrapped one arm around him and let out a satisfied sigh. God he was really an angel of God. How did I ended up with him I thought as my eyes slowly closed again and I fell asleep.

Chapter 8

Gary was playing some keys and wrote something down on the paper in front of him. After a few

minutes I was still standing in the doorway listening.

He turned around  and looked up jumping at the same time. ‘woah Eve you scared the hell out of me

babe.’ I laughed  walking towards him. ‘don’t worry I won’t harm you.’ I said wrapping my arms

 around him. ‘mm I  know you won’t.’ he said kissing  my forehead. For a few minutes we stood there

 in the doorway just hugging each other. I felt so safe in his strong arms. ‘Did I hurt you last night?’ he

 suddenly asked. ‘no why do you think that?’ I said worried. ‘Because I was a little harsh…’ he said

 dropping his eyes  down. ‘no no Gary, really you didn’t hurt me at all It felt way better.’ I said pulling

 his face up so I  looked him in the eyes. ‘So I did hurt you.’ ‘No Gary you didn’t.’ i said. I don’t know

 why he’s making such a big deal out of it… ‘you just said it felted better, so it felt better than the

 pain that was going  along with it…’ for a few seconds I stayed quiet. I didn’t really know what to say.

 Gary walked out with his head in his hands. Shit that wasn’t my idea of surprising him…

I searched for Gary but I just couldn’t find him anywhere. Well it was a huge house so maybe he

didn’t show me all of the rooms but still. I didn’t want him to think that he hurt me, actually he

didn’t hurt me that much. Suddenly I heard a noise somewhere close to the stairs.  I walked towards the sound and searched for a door or something under the stairs. I heard Gary talking to someone on the phone. I just stood there and listened for a while. He was talking to his mum I noticed when he said ‘mum’ a few times. I smiled and walked upstairs to the bedroom to put some decent clothes on.

Half an hour later Gary still wasn’t there. I walked down the stairs  and stood still at the same place as before. I didn’t hear Gary anymore. Shit where is he? I walked to the living room, kitchen… no Gary. He wasn’t even in his studio although his laptop was still on. I took a seat and looked on the screen. A document was running so I clicked on it. It showed some lyrics of a new song.;

My love if I ever hurt you - I will take away your pain  -  I will always run towards you  - Whenever you call my name  -  If my love can’t heal your wounds  -  I will pick you up from the ground   -  I will carry you to the stars   -    and hold you like an angel in my arms.

A little tear flowed down my face. It was so beautiful, I believe he wrote it when I stood in the doorway a few hours ago. I had to find him, right now. I wanted to feel his strong arms around me.             I wanted him to kiss me and make love to me. I wanted to hold him forever. More tears were rolling down my face. I needed him. I don’t know why I did it but I wrote another verse underneath his lines.

You touched my life just like an angel    -   If I saw one it was right there in your eyes  -   I know one who had no wings  -   But your heart made it fly   -   Now I can tell you about this angel  -   I wanted to be beside   -   I decided I wanted to fly with him   -    Right up through the skies.

 It was rubbish but it meant a lot to me those lines. Gary was my angel, I had no wings but he made me feel like I was in heaven. I wanted to be with him forever although I’ve only known him for a few weeks. It felt so good to be around him. And now he thinks he hurt me, and ran away just because he’s ashamed. Tears were burning behind my eyes again when suddenly the doorbell rang.

Chapter 7

As Gary parked his car in the garage next to his house he opened my door and carried me to his doorstep. He unlocked the front door and pulled me over his shoulder. ‘Gary!! Put me down!’ ‘you better hold yourself my love.’ He answered giggling. He walked up the stairs and opened the door of his bedroom. He throw me on his bed. ‘well well, would you like a lesson of biology?’ ‘mm yes’ I said. I wanted him so bad. I saw he wanted me to. ‘but only if it is a practicum..’ I added. ‘in that case, I think I’ll need some support.’ He said kissing my neck. He walked away. What the hell was he doing? He couldn’t just leave me like this…

When he came back he was only wearing his boxers, god how could he do this to me? I looked at his bulging muscles that formed a perfect sixpack. He must work out a lot to stay in that shape. I looked confused at him. ‘why did you leave?’ ‘o well before you can do a practicum you need some study first you know…’ he said showing me a book that he held behind his back. ‘O my… Gary you’re joking right?’ I asked him before he started to read. ‘shhh…’ he placed his finger on my mouth. ‘I’m dead serious babe, you need to know some things first.’  After a few lines I couldn’t hold it any longer. ‘Gary you have no idea what you’re talking about… let me take care of it.’ I took the book out of his hand, it wasn’t even a biology book just a book about… pedals.

 I looked at him and we burst out in laughter. I pulled him down onto the bed so I was laying on top of him. ‘Those pedals…’ I said kissing him down his chest. ‘they really need to go…’ Gary groaned, I could feel him harden underneath me. ‘mm why?’ ‘because they seem more important than I am.’ I said just to tease him. I ran my fingers over his chest massaging him softly. Suddenly Gary pulled me off and turned me around so he was laying on top. ‘you know that’s not true…’ ‘well show me then.’ I said pulling his boxers down. In just a second he slammed himself inside me, taking me completely by surprise. It hurt but it felt way to good.  ‘O God Gary.’ he didn’t say anything he just continued to slam himself inside me, deeper and deeper each time. ‘come for me Evelyn.’ But I didn’t want to come yet, I didn’t want him to stop. Gary kept thrusting so a few seconds later I couldn’t hold myself any longer and I reached my orgasm. ‘Oo yes GARY!!’ I screamed as he shoot his load inside of me groaning loud. He collapsed onto me when he was done. Our breaths filling the room. ‘I love you Evelyn.’ He said after a while. ‘I love you to’ I said kissing his lips softly.

The next morning I woke up, Jeez I could still feel  the pain from Gary’s thrusting last night. I looked

over my shoulder but Gary wasn’t there. He must have woken up already. I looked on his watch at

the  side of the bed. It was five o’clock. Way too early I thought. It’s holiday for god sake, what was

he  thinking? I stepped out of the bed looking for something to wear but I couldn’t find anything.

Great I thought, no way I’m walking downstairs only wearing my underwear.  I opened Gary’s walk-

in wardrobe and grabbed a bright blue shirt and pulled it over my head. It was way too big for me but

I didn’t care.  I walked down the stairs and followed the sound. It was a piano I thought after a little

while so I walked to his studio room. I opened it slowly without making a sound…